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Apr. 11th, 2010 @ 10:05 pm The Days Before the World Ends
Current Location: The Condo
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: Cat Power
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      The lower half of his body is just a bulk beneath my sheets, and a few moles on his back disrupt the smooth whiteness of his naked skin. His face is away from me as he sleeps on his stomach. His long brown curly hair is streaked red. Some of it covers his right shoulder; some of it falls on my bed—nearly touching my foot. Complete filth! I watch his breath. Watch his back rise then deflate in a slow rhythmic pattern. Watch his fingers twitch from a dream. Watch my cigarette move to my lips and then away. Then watch the grey exhaled smoke swirl against his flesh and caress the sides of his very pale body. 

      I wish he would leave.

      I change positions from sitting cross-legged on my pillow and lay on my back, my feet at his head, my head at his feet. He should sense my impatience. He should know that when you screw someone in a drunken horny blur that it’s common courtesy to be up and out of bed by seven. At least by eight. He should not leave me shackled to my sheets waiting for him to wake up; he should not leave me wasting away in my bed. Just pure inconsiderate.Read more...Collapse )

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May. 6th, 2009 @ 07:53 pm SEATTLE!
Current Mood: relaxedrelaxed
Current Music: Carole King: It's too late baby
I’m flying back to Seattle tonight!


It’s been FAR too long…………


Look trees and green!
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Mar. 30th, 2009 @ 10:45 am More life lessons……..at a wake
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: Glad
Current Music: Who’s That Girl: Annie Lennox
I went to L.A. this weekend to attend monkeyx3 mother’s wake. I was lucky enough to meet her when she visited last summer. During that visit a group of us went hiking up at Muir Woods . It took me no time realize who monkeyx3 inherited his sweet demeanor and warm smile from. At the wake there was no eulogy or sermon his mother just wanted friends & family to have a FUN party in her memory. His mother must have touched many people in her life as there were nearly two hundred people at this party. monkeyx3 and his partner bldkitty seem to be handling it all rather well. It just goes to show you

Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you react to it.
- John Maxwell

Keeping this quote in mind: bldkitty sent me the following e-mails just days before the funeral. Seems he can even find humor at the worst of times (all be it at my expense) He is smart man, I truly believe laughter can heal everything

From Tom (aka bldkitty)

Michael Reed Peters and the Half-Blood

Need I say more..


Michael Reed Peters and the Half-Blood Prince Pt. 2‏

really..give that boy back his look, you're wrinkling it!


My thoughts are with monkeyx3, bldkitty and monkey’s father at this time. Thanks for reminding me we should never overlook the people that we love or that love us. You never know long you’ll have them in your life. That lesson and that laughter is ALWAYS appropriate
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Jan. 23rd, 2009 @ 09:58 am Yes! Time for mornings watching The View and The Price is Right!
Current Location: HOME
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: BBC NEWS
November the ax missed me

December the ax missed me

I avoided getting cut on the 4th of January

However January 21st I got hit

Yes kids I got laid off from Williams-Sonoma this week. WS just reduced their staff by 20% , Tuesday was a complete bloodbath at my office. Our department went form sixteen people to eight. (Including 2 supervisors) It was an expected blow……Quite frankly I’m amazed I lasted this long.

When our VP did my exit interview she started to cry. I felt bad for her. She said “I’ve held up OK until now, MRP I knew the moment you walked in my office I would loose it” I felt flattered. That and when I walked back to the cube area someone yelled “ FUCK MICHAEL TOO!……WELL NO MORE FUN IN THE DEPARTMENT …ITS GOING TO SUCK HERE NOW” I love my old team

But let’s not forget I am who I am. When asked if I needed any boxes to pack up my desk I told them “It’s already done, I did it last week” and since I suspected I’d get the ax that day I spent the morning changing my computer tabs and document titles into Finnish. :-)

One last bit of nastiness: As my supervisor walked me out (the person who made ultimate choice on who was to go) she told me “it was all a numbers game Michael when things pick up we want you back” I said “honey don’t worry about me I’m worried about you” she said “what do you mean?” I said “Well speaking of numbers our department now has only six people. Do you REALLY think they need a VP and two supervisors for only five people?” Then I gave her a hug and walked out the door” Petty I know…but then I’m a bitch.

That being said; WS was very good to me. They paid me till the end of April and I have my Heath Benefits and DISCOUNT CARD till then as well. NOW WHO WANTS TO BE BAD??

So I’m now looking for a job, if anybody has ANY leads, let me know? I will be looking in San Francisco, Seattle, Portland, and maybe even London.

Project Manager
Event Coordinator
Office Manager
Marketing Rep
I’m even open to working as a receptionist, hell in this economy I’m open to anything

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Jan. 21st, 2009 @ 11:25 am I WANT "W" BACK!
Current Location: WORK
Current Music: Peter Murphy- Cuts You Up
This is a text exchange I had with my best friend & comedy partner Rebecca. She has kept me laughing for over two decades, I can only hope for another two

(r) Day 2 of Obama, and still Hopeful

(m) I feel bad for W, I want W back!

(r) George W? Why, because the pain felt so good?

(m) No silly, I meant the letter W, I want it back!.
I feel the letter has been tainted. Sesame Street has a lot of work to do

(r) lol! U Funny! btw-Which one of you gay boys put Retha in that hat? I liked it, so you know it was on.

(m) I’m sorry; she looked great but sounded awful!

(r) It was cold, and so was she, poor Ree

(m) But still!

(r) Don’t dish the big black woman, if it wasn't’
for us gay boys and ageing black male comics
would have no one to imitate

(m) Who knew Flip Wilson’s legacy would bring us
to Big Mama 2

(r) Yes well at lest Geraldine dressed fiercely.

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Jan. 19th, 2009 @ 01:46 pm Just a quote I stumbled on while reading at lunch
Current Location: WORK
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: MC Lyte
"Owners of capital will stimulate the working class to buy more and more of expensive goods, houses and technology, pushing them to take more and more expensive credits, until their debt becomes unbearable. The unpaid debt will lead to bankruptcy of banks, which will have to be nationalized, and the State will have to take the road which will eventually lead to communism."

Karl Marx Das Kapital 1867

Capitalism works in theory ………but ……….

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Jan. 19th, 2009 @ 09:36 am TEAM RILEY……. WE NEED YOU!
Current Location: WORK
Current Mood: mischievousmischievous
Current Music: Kate Bush- Hounds Of Love
I had a meeting at head office this weekend; it was just Riley and me. We both decided that since the opposition will be arriving in just a few months we need to get this champagne off the ground.


Please let TEAM RILEY know which campaign sign you like best!


Sign #1


Sign #2


Sign #3

Don’t worry choosing a sign does not indicate and endorsement
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Jan. 8th, 2009 @ 09:45 am I tease the Goths because they are there
Current Location: WORK
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Diana Ross & Marvin Gaye -My Mistake
For 0rko


Maybe this will get you out of that Red Hoodie and back into a Black one!
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Wood Cuts
Jan. 8th, 2009 @ 09:33 am Dr Who & Dr Poo
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: XTC

Matt Smith has been named as the actor who will take over from David Tennant in Doctor Who - making him the youngest actor to take on the role. At 26, Smith is three years younger than Peter Davison when he signed up to play the fifth Doctor in 1981. Smith will first appear on TV screens as the 11th Doctor in 2010. He was cast over Christmas and will begin filming for the fifth series of Doctor Who in the summer. Tennant is filming four specials in 2009. Smith was named as Tennant's replacement in Saturday's edition of Doctor Who Confidential on BBC One. He said: "I feel proud and honoured to have been given this opportunity to join a team of people that has worked so tirelessly to make the show so thrilling. "David Tennant has made the role his own, brilliantly, with grace, talent and persistent dedication. I hope to learn from the standards set by him. "The challenge for me is to do justice to the show's illustrious past, my predecessors, and most importantly, to those who watch it. I really cannot wait." Piers Wenger, head of drama at BBC Wales, said that as soon as he had seen Smith's audition he "knew he was the one". "It was abundantly clear that he had that 'Doctor-ness' about him," he said. "You are either the Doctor or you are not. It's just the beginning of the journey for Matt

I know most of the fickle “Ethical Slut” fags will throw David Tennant over for the much younger Matt Smith without blinking an eye…and to all of you I say....BITE ME! .

He is not Dr. Who, I call him Doctor Twink!
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Jan. 2nd, 2009 @ 01:45 pm OK…….. NOW I LOVE betamorphosis even more
Current Location: Still at work
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Mazy Star
This is betamorphosis response to my last post!

"Run away as if you are on fire. Don't even stop, drop and roll!

I can't stand flakes. And what a loop of bullshit. Let me shrink what he said down to a shorter version:

You're handsome, but like many gay men, I can't possibly commit to one option in case someone I think is hotter/richer/more well hung walks into the room. So instead, I'll be so wishy-washy you'll think I'm a pair of windshield wipers, until one of us flees in terror!


Yeah, fuck that noise.

PS, My boyfriend is 6'5". I am ALL about the tall ones". = )

My response:

How did you know the San Francisco GAY MALE pledge of allegiance?
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